Please! Dont take him away from me

Im begging You
please let him stay with me
~~sobering

My cats not only a pet for me
but my cats also part of my family

please let me take care of him
Allah please dont take my precious ITUM

all my other cats that had died
hopefully they were happy at the other world
Im sorry if i dont take a good care of them

i gave everything to them
maybe
im not a good keeper
and im not suitable to petting a cats

im sorry my cats
im sorry Allah

but im begging
Oh Allah
please
dont take
ITUM
away
from
me

=C

I wish I was a vets!

I wish i could be a Vets
so i treat my sick cats
and help other animals out there

but i've no gut to put scalpel on animals
especially cats

Sometimes the Vets had to kill an animal that had no chances to live
killing them is better than let them wait the death to come

as for me
they deserve to live
not be killed
just because they dont have chances to live

#poor my little baby
he seems having problem with his ears

"Oh Allah, please give my cat chances to live. Please heal my cat. Even he was a cat, but he still part of my live and he is my love. Dont let my cats to suffer. Im begging oh Allah"

TT_TT

its hard to fing Vets at my place

Miss them SO MUCH!!!

i frankly missed them right now
ooh!!

='(
im so sad

but actually there's nothing to worry
because
both of them are having their fantastic time
like back to '90
at that time they were a newly married couple
still in honeymoon mood
oh! how beautiful

he's working over there
then she's staying with him

its been two months
time passed by so fast
and we really dont realize that

"Oh Allah please keep them both in a good condition, keep them healthy and give them long time to stay on this Earth. Please take a good care of my PARENTS, oh Allah"

Good girl gon bad!

when a good girl turns to a bad girl
cant she reverse, be a good girl again?

yes, she can

but not that "singer"
until today shes getting worse
and i thing she's the baddest girl

hahaha
XD

im not a judge
and when im judging its not easy to be fair enough

Maybe my Mom is right!

Its not just maybe
but this is the reality

Yes! i want to be a good Muslimah
so i dont wear something that quiet tight
and sexy
so i wear something thats not my size
can you imagine
im size M and im wearing XL and sometimes XXL




can you image that?
how big that clothes
really unfit with me

i should wear something
that loose yet keep me look young and slim
not big like a fatty and i look old you know
when im wearing cloths that not my size











oops! i just reveal my secret
hahahahah
=)

I am an avid reader

Yes! Im an avid reader
someone who's really love to read

My life fell like just not complete if i didnt read
not just my life, i think
everyone else also

reading is part of our life

Twitter

Hey guys!
Do know that I've twitter?
Haha
Twitter kind of fun, yeah quite fun



one thing that i hate bout twitter
i cant write too long at twitter
only 140 words
its not enough for someone who love to write
like me
=D

This is my TL
=)


click Follow me

Dont forget to follow me
Haha XD

Cluster headaches??

i woke up at early in the morning
very early in the morning
the clock strike 2:34am
oh Allah...
its so hurt that time
im gonna cry that time
its the attacked of the cluster h/a


what is cluster headaches?
A cluster headache is one-sided head pain that may involve tearing of the eyes and a stuffy nose. Attacks occur regularly for 1 week to 1 year, separated by long pain-free periods that last at least 1 month, possibly longer.

Causes?

Cluster headaches are a fairly common form of chronic, repeated headaches. They are four times more common in men than women. The headaches can occur at any age but are most common in adolescence and middle age. They tend to run in families, passed down through genes.

Scientists do not know exactly what causes cluster headaches, but they appear to be related to the body's sudden release of histamine or serotonin. A problem in a small area at the base of the brain called the hypothalamus may be involved.

The following may trigger cluster attacks:

• Alcohol and cigarette smoking
• High altitudes (trekking, air travel)
• Bright light (including sunlight)
• Exertion
• Heat (hot weather, hot baths)
• Foods high in nitrites (such as bacon and preserved meats)
• Certain medications
• Cocaine

The symptoms

A cluster headache begins as a severe, sudden headache. The headache most commonly strikes 2 to 3 hours after you fall asleep. However, the headache may occur while you are awake. The headache tends to occur at the same time of day.

The pain occurs on one side of the head. It may be described as:

• Burning
• Sharp
• Steady

The pain may occur in, behind, and around one eye. It may:

• Involve one side of the face from neck to temples
• Quickly get worse, peaking within 5 to 10 minutes

The strongest pain may last 30 minutes to 2 hours.

The eye and nose on the same side as the head pain may also be affected. Symptoms can include:

• Swelling under or around the eye (may affect both eyes)
• Excessive tearing
• Red eye
• Rhinorrhea (runny nose) or one-sided stuffy nose (same side as the head pain)
• Red, flushed face

Cluster headaches may occur daily for months, alternating with periods without headaches (episodic), or they can recur for a year or more without stopping (chronic).

How to treat them?

Treatment for cluster headaches involves:

• Medicines to treat the pain when it happens
• Medicines to prevent the headaches

TREATING CLUSTER HEADACHES WHEN THEY OCCUR

Your doctor may recommend the following treatments for when the headaches occurs:

• Triptans, such as sumatriptan (Imitrex)
• Anti-inflammatory (steroid) medicines such as prednisone -- starting with a high dose, then slowly decreasing it over 2-3 weeks
• Breathing in 100% (pure) oxygen
• Injections of dihydroergotamine (DHE), which can stop cluster attacks within 5 minutes (Warning: this drug can be dangerous if taken with sumatriptan)

You may need more than one of these treatments to control headache symptoms. Your doctor may have you try several medications before deciding which works best for you.

Painkillers and narcotics do not usually relieve the pain from cluster headaches. Generally, they take too long to work.

PREVENTING CLUSTER HEADACHES

Avoid smoking, alcohol use, certain foods, and other factors that seem to trigger your cluster headaches. A headache diary can help you identify your headache triggers. When you get a headache, write down the day and time the pain began. The diary should include notes about:

• What you ate and drank in the last 24 hours, how much you slept and when, and what was going on in your life right before the pain started. For example, were you under any unusual stress?
• About how long the headache lasted, and what made it stop.

The headaches may go away on their own, or you may need treatment to prevent them. The following medications may also be used to treat or prevent headache symptoms:

• Blood pressure medicines, such as beta-blockers (propanolol) or calcium channel blockers such as verapamil
• Cyproheptadine
• Drugs used to treat seizures, such as topiramate and valproic acid
• Lithium carbonate
• Medicines used to treat depression, such as amitriptyline

In rare cases, a device that delivers tiny electrical signals to a certain nerve near the brain may be placed. This device is called a neurostimulator. However, it is not yet an established therapy for cluster headaches.

Cluster headaches can be more intense than a migraine attack



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Pregancy Pact

Not all teen pregnancies are uplanned

Drama TV mengisahkan sekumpulan pelajar yang "sengaja" mengadung
bagi memenuhi janji kumpulan mereka untuk
mengandung bersama, jaga anak bersama dan berharap anak mereka mejadi kawan baik seperti mereka.

They just 15
When i was 15, im still a little girl who play hide and seek
im not immature and i dont get involve in any love relationship
and i hate couple

i have many boyfriend
but none of them are my special boyfriend
because im friendly and love to meet new people

or
maybe
because

Im stick to my religion rules
boys and girls that not mahram (no blood relation) are not allowed to touch each other
and couple is illegal in Islam
kissing, holding hands also illegal



my religion not conservative
but Islam is protective
Allah protect us from doing sins





Im very thankful because i was born as a Muslim
=D

Im an oddball?

You tend to be understated and under appreciated.
You have a hidden force to do amazing things, doing them your own way.
People may see you as strange and shy, but they know little.
Your unconventional ways have more power than they (and even you) know.

Your strength: Standing up for what you know is true

Your weakness: You tend to be picky and rigid

Your power color: Silver

Your power symbol: Square

Your power month: April

#oddball is a strange person

am i???





http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/results/?result=22

Im 0% Left Brained, 100% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

http://www.blogthings.com/areyourightorleftbrainedquiz/results/?result=0

Im 20... ok!

You Act Like You Are 20 Years Old

You are a twenty-something at heart. You feel like an adult, and you're optimistic about life.
You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

You're still figuring out your place in the world and how you want your life to shape up.
The world is full of possibilities, and you can't wait to explore many of them.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatagequiz/results/?result=20

Yeah! Im a very philosophical person

You Are Intelligent

You are dignified, spiritual, and wise.
Always unsatisfied, you constantly try to better yourself.
You are also a seeker of knowledge and often buried in books.

You tend to be philosophical, looking for the big picture in life.
You dream of inner peace for yourself, your friends, and the world.
A good friend, you always give of yourself first.

http://www.blogthings.com/worldsshortestpersonalitytest/results/?result=yellow

The Nurturer

You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.

A good listener, you excel at helping others in practical ways.

In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.

You find it easy to be devoted to one person... a partner who you do special things for.

In love, you express your emotions through actions.

Taking care of someone is how you love them. And you do it well!

At work, you do well in a structured environment. You complete tasks well and on time.

You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

How you see yourself: Competent, dependable, and detail oriented

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Boring, dominant, and stuck in a rut

http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourpersonalitytypequiz/results/?result=ISFJ

The secret of my name

Im Seductive and Ruthless

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. 
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. 
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

its kinda like me...
hurmmm...
=_=
"
http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/results/?result=Shakilah

NoValetine

I dont celebrate the Valentine's day
not because i dont have a partner
but im a MUSLIM
Valentine's is HARAM for us

#enjoy your day everybody 

I have a sad heart today

yeah, im very sad
ad
my heart mourning for me

the TRUTH is...

#happened long time ago

Watching MAMA 2012

my sister asked
"do you know him, her, that band, that group?"

what a tons of question she asked me
"i dont know all of them, I only know Big Bang"
=P

its BigBang

Birth Name: Kwon Ji Yong

Stage Name: G-Dragon

Birthday: August 18, 1988

Position: Leader, Main Rapper, Composer, Face of The Group

Height: 177 cm

Weight: 58 kg

Blood Type: A

Birth Name: Choi Seung Hyun

Stage Name: T.O.P (The Official Pimp)

Birthday: November 4, 1987

Position: Lead Rapper, Beat-Boxer

Height: 181 cm

Weight: 65 kg

Blood Type: B

Birth Name: Dong Young Bae

Stage Name: Taeyang  @ Sol

Birthday: May 18, 1988

Position: Main Vocalist, Main Dancer

Height: 174 cm

Weight: 56 kg

Blood Type: AB

Birth Name: Kang Dae Sung

Stage Name: Daesung @ D-Lite

Birthday: April 26, 1989

Position: Main Vocalist

Height: 178 cm

Weight: 63 kg

Blood Type: O

Birth Name: Lee Seung Hyun

Stage Name: Seungri @ VI (Victory)

Birthday: December 12, 1990

Position: Vocalist, Lead Dancer, Choreographer, Maknae(Youngest)

Height: 176 cm

Weight: 60 kg

Blood Type: A

Happy Virus

its red...

 the the theme color is red
means
Chinese New Year
=)

K-Pop

I know what is k-pop
but i only LOVED "BIGBANG"

and all the five member



=D


sorry for the other k-pop groups
i really dont know
who is Ukiss Super Junior T-Ara and blah... blah... blah...




VIP Forever!!!

Kinda look alike

G-Dragon (Big Bang)



Jang Geun Suk



=P

Special Someone

An August 22 person's chances for happiness and love are better with someone born on one of the following dates.

Love and Friendship:
Jan. 3,4,14,20,24,25, Feb. 2,12,14,15,16,18,22, Mar. 10,16,20,29,30, Apr. 8,14,18,27,28, May 6,12,16,25,26,31, June 4,10,14,23,24,29, July 2,8,12,21,22,27, Aug. 6,10,19,20,25, Sept. 4,8,17,18,23, Oct. 2,6,15,16,21,30, Nov. 4,13,14,19,28,30, Dec. 2,11,12,17,26,28,30

Beneficial:
Jan. 4,8,21, Feb. 2,6,19, Mar. 4,17,28, Apr. 2,15,16, May 13,24, June 11,22, July 9,20, Aug. 7,18,31, Sept. 5,16,29, Oct. 3,14,27, Nov. 1,12,25, Dec. 10,23

Fatal Attractions:
Jan. 3, Feb. 1, May 31, June 29, July 27, Aug. 25, Sept. 23, Oct. 21, Nov. 19, Dec. 17

Challenging:
Jan. 7,10,15,31, Feb. 5,8,13,29, Mar. 3,6,11,27, Apr. 1,4,9,25, May 2,7,23, June 5,21, July 3,19, Aug. 1,17, Sept. 15, Oct. 13, Nov. 11, Dec. 9

Soul Mates:
Mar. 31, Apr. 29, May 27, June 25, July 23, Aug. 21, Sept. 19, Oct. 17,29, Nov. 15,27, Dec. 13,25,

http://www.raininboxes.com/astropaul.html

Born in August

Books by Dr. Louis Turi 

The month of August is governed by the all-powerful Sun and by the magnanimous sign of Leo. Your solar sign reflects the dignified Sun's life force energy and classifies you as "The Life Giver". During the day the Sun outshines all the other planets, giving you the option to reach fame, fortune, and power during the course of your life.

Naturally gifted, you are attracted to professions involving the arts, public life, medicine, research, management, and any endeavors that could offer you a chance to shine. Just as the Sun's rays penetrate the depths of the rainforest, you were born with the potential to bring and promote life to all that you touch. You have a lot to offer others and the world, providing you exercise control over your ego and authoritative nature.

The untamed King of the Jungle must positively direct and control the Sun's creative force without burning himself or others in the process. You are fixed and strongly motivated by the will to succeed. Strong and dominant, you nurture a formidable desire to organize and rule others. If you become too overbearing, others will then teach you the lesson of humility, where you will be forced back to start from scratch.

Destructive outbursts of emotions and unfettered pride are enemies of success. Your challenge is to recognize the powerful Sun's energy and diligently work towards a better understanding and respect of others. Acting eccentrically or with pride and without forethought is your weakness. However, you will courageously handle all the difficulties of life. The advanced Leo possesses nobility of purpose and great spiritual values.

Women born in August are stunning, intellectual, magnetic, and attract others with their enthusiastic solar power. Women born in August are protective and dedicated mothers. The desire for fame could also make them overbearing while trying to live through their children's accomplishments.

The Sun rules life and you may nurture a subconscious fear of death and decay. But nature gives you a strong mind and a robust body. You love animals, especially horses.

You tend to be weak and accident prone in the back, knees and joint areas. (President Clinton was born in August and broke his knee in Florida!) A word of caution for those born in August: use precaution and moderation when running or jogging. Remember to respect the Universal Law, as your awareness of Sun/Moon planning will become a major contribution towards reaching love and happiness.

The location of your natal Dragon's Head or Tail will seriously alter the strengths or weakness of the Sun in your chart. (See Nostradamus Dragon Forecast for more information). You can learn much more about yourself or anyone else by ordering my books entitled "I Know All About You", "The Power Of The Dragon" or "And God Created The Stars".

Bio: Like the great prophet, Nostradamus, Dr. Turi was born and raised in Provence, France. He was influenced by Nostradamus' methods of Divine Astrology and spent many years reviving the Seer's rare method. He moved to the US in 1984 and has since established himself as a successful astrologer, author, and lecturer.

His notoriety skyrocketed after rekindling, practicing and teaching Nostradamus’ rare Divine Astrology method, which he calls Astropsychology.

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